Im just another silly girL!

There was a girl I knew, chapped lips and great hair-do.

 She was unreachable for everyone including you.

Her name I still don’t know, she never fell in love.     

Sometimes she dumped the boys so lovingly right on the floor.

But they’d never care, if she just stared at them.

Looking right directly at their stupid looking clumsy face.

She’d always make them feel , they weren’t worth a bit

Humiliating people felt all right and it was so real.

One time she fell in love, with this very clever boy.

She secretly followed him everywhere he would go.

After a long long time, he looked at her for once.

She started yelling “HE SMILED AT ME, I FEEL SO ALIVE”

He didn’t even care,  if she could only stare.

This was how she would pay all the damage she made.

Some time went by, and she became obsessed.

With a man that never even knew that she was there.

Thought she was the best, thought she was tough.

When love became her weakness, she had already seen enough.

She kept her heart protected, pretending to be tough and neglected.

The only guy who saw right trough her, made her feel rejected .

…[Some years later]…

Cold as ice and pale white, broken heart and missing mind.

She couldn’t see, she couldn’t walk, she was hard as a rock.

Although he wasn’t even aware that she’s dying

She would’ve liked him to love her the way she loved him…

Lonely and unloved, she had a secret crush.

How is it like to be free?!

Praying in my insides, cause that girl… Is me…